Showing posts with label jealousy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label jealousy. Show all posts

Monday, December 10, 2018

my impediment


underneath the starlit sky
my impediment
that fear of humans
i carry within my heart
is, suddenly,  revealed
despite the terror of animals
with nature
unexpectedly enraging
i have overcome

the trepidation of human colleagues
capable of falsifying
my intentions
inflating the innate inherent little evil
and butchering me with no tools
but by naming me with a name
carefully considered
an uttered contemplation
in a twisted heart
with a distorted reason

in it
i comprehend
my cross
my Golgotha!

henry victor     29.01.2003



Friday, June 9, 2017

preferring blindness




since my contract with my last

employer was over, my misery

frequently slipped below

the freezing point



going further down

when eyes within my heart

fell on what she enjoyed

since she sneaked out



from my bed room

to sleep with another

prompting me now, pray for, prefer

blindness in my faculty to feel



© henry victor